NO REGRETS! I was told by someone that I would have regrets about things that I did or didnt do for mom I have thought about this and as of right now I have no regrets I did the best I could and don't regret anything. I love my mom and I miss her

It seems like I have put some of my posts in drafts they haven't been posted so if they seem weird or out of place that is why.

I'm on day 22 of moms passing I miss her a lot trying to get use to being home with my family. Looking forward to having a BBQ for Laborday excited and a little nervous about bringing my brother Billy home for the first time without mom here. My brother Billy is mentally Chalnaged it will be something new and he doesn't do new very well. Wish me luck!

Mom isn't doing very well I'm doing the best I can to make her comfortable Told her it was time for her to go be with my dad and her family she said she knew I held her hand and we both cried Her body is shuting down don't know how long it will take. Hate seeing her this way:

Mom past away on August 5th between 3 and 4 AM  Then my couisns son past away  August 6th We had moms Services on August 8th and My couisns son today My cousin past away last Oct. been a pretty rough week esp. for my Aunt . Trying to figureout what I am going to do next

Didn't realize I hadn't posted since mom past away Mom left this world between 3 and 4 am on August 5th 2012 She was buried August 8th 2012 in Tooele City Cematery  We have been cleaning out her apartment finally turned her keys in today. Not sure where I go from here One day at a time Don't know what I'm doing tomorrow   Strange!